I felt restless and out of sorts all day long.
Eventually by about 9pm I was able to settle down to do some collaging, and immediately began to feel calmer
Here is what I produced:
Controlling:
When I am in control I do feel .....in control, not only of the instant moment but of everything around me. Losing control is very scary for me.Moody:
Extreme moodiness has definitely waned as I've got older, but this is still part of me inside. I actually have to try very hard to deal with it.Wearing Masks:
I wear a lot of masks in my life, appearing calm on the outside when I am often a ball of nerves on the inside. Sometimes I even begin to believe in my own masks!After these I felt drained, but ready to do some more....
