I was in very upset and contrary mood yesterday, after my 'dentist' experience ( http://soulbrush.blogspot.com/2009/04/friday-shock-and-laughter.html).
I felt restless and out of sorts all day long.
Eventually by about 9pm I was able to settle down to do some collaging, and immediately began to feel calmer
Here is what I produced:
When I am in control I do feel .....in control, not only of the instant moment but of everything around me. Losing control is very scary for me.
Extreme moodiness has definitely waned as I've got older, but this is still part of me inside. I actually have to try very hard to deal with it.
I wear a lot of masks in my life, appearing calm on the outside when I am often a ball of nerves on the inside. Sometimes I even begin to believe in my own masks!
After these I felt drained, but ready to do some more....